Death

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There was a statistic I read about why men and women commit suicide, and how the reasons are different.

Men commit suicide because they think the world would be better off without them.

Women commit suicide because they want to escape their circumstance.

Not being here is better than being here.

I've decided that if I am ready for death, if anything is better than the situation I'm in, then I can take any risk; and none of it matters.

So, I keep fucking around. Because if I haven't done anything to try to change my circumstance, then it means my death.

I think that's why I keep running.

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