Renewal

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You cannot find love, because you are love.

In all the chaos you created, and of the infinite choices you could have made, you chose to come home. Everyday, you choose to be here. Even in a determined system, you decide to stay awake and aware of the patterns; you choose your power.

I've always known that love was abundant in your heart. But the moment you let your walls down to let the universe in was when I knew you could love yourself for everything that you are, everything that you were, and everything that you will be. It was as if the deeper you looked into yourself, the more love you could find.

I would not change a thing on this journey, the path you took or where you are now. I am so excited for the life that you will create. Because if this life is eternally recurring, I would be eternally happy with your decision to have chosen to exist in this life, as it is.

You have become the better version of yourself by looking at the parts of yourself you were afraid to see. You learned to celebrate your wins, and learned from the mistakes you made. You find patience for yourself when things aren't going well, and you enjoy the moments of peace you create. You remember what is the most important in this life. You've grown. And you will continue to grow. I will always be so thankful that the universe gave you the opportunity to find this love in yourself in all of its indifferene and chaos.

I promise you will always grow. I promise you will always learn new things. I promise you will always enjoy all the twists and turns in life. I promise you will always celebrate all successes and even the mistakes. I promise you will always make choices with radical self love. I promise I will do everything I can to stay present with you until the end of this journey. No matter how much you change as you get older, you will always find an abundance of love in your heart.

In choosing to come home to you, I finally understand that I have always been coming home to myself.

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